3.17.2009

but now you've found out that it's a habit that sticks

History project due tomorrow. I'm, as usual, terrified that it's not up to snuff. But i'm always like that, so i'm trying to relax.

My prop is pretty genius.

I think today was my last big ohmygodstresskillmyself day for the week. Since all but one of my projects are due tomorrow, and I have two studies to work on things I haven't quite finished... (i.e. my whole observation journal for Ordinary People... oops).

And I don't think Alexis will be in my fourth period study to distract me. -sigh-

I still feel really anxious though... I think I got myself really worked up yesterday and today about my work load and other obligations... but maybe i'll wake up more relaxed tomorrow.

Although I do have a tendency to go to school nervous that i've forgotten everything.

-deep cleansing breath- Think i'll meditate a while. I need to come back down to earth.

Currently~
Mood: wired
Music: Orgasm Addict--The Buzzcocks
Video: Alex McKee faggotry
Lit: Ordinary People

1 comment:

em said...

lol so i've decided i'm just gonna stay up until i collapse from exhaustion. i still have no prop and i'm stuck on the essay....i honestly think there's some psychological barrier preventing me from doing it. whenever i think about it i start panicking :I