christ, you know it ain't easy

Pop Idol is tonight. I'm already kind of (really) nervous.

I wish there was something I could do to take my mind off of the crowd. ...I wish I was a better solo performer. I could be so much better if I didn't shake so much on stage.

Poo....

Currently~
Mood: nnervoussss
Music: The Ballad of John and Yoko--The Beatles
Video: stuff
Lit: Huck Finn

so i lay my head back down

I just went to the new eye doctor, and he dialated my eyes.

IT SUCKS. MY HEAD HURTS, AND I CANT SEE CLOSE UP STUFF, AND THE SUN IS DAMN BRIGHT.

D<

Currently~
Mood: ill
Music: Crystalised--The xx
Video:
Lit: Huck Finn

you caught me off guard; now i'm running

Today was picture day, and I had no homework... I got out of last period Bio to go to Art~! *SCORE*

Tonight are the Pop Idol preliminaries. I did really well at the practice last night, singing I Want To Hold Your Hand from Across the Universe, so I feel good about tonight. (Plus I know a few of the judges, lol). And I think my fast song for next week, the finals, will be Put Your Records on by Corinne Bailey Rae.

It will be cool.

Currently~
Mood: cheerful
Music: 1,2,3 Turnaround--Christian
Video: w/e
Lit: Jorge Luis Borges for Spanish

i will cry, i will love you to the day i die

Not much going on, actually. Except that SAKURA IS THE MOST EPIC PERSON EVER, AND SHE WROTE ME THIS, WHICH NEARLY MADE ME CRY: [link]

;A;

Our RP is... orgasmically good. I can't even.

Currently~
Mood: enthused
Music: Yiruma--First Love
Video: w/e
Lit: nothing, atm

till i find you

Finished all of my homework today. Took two and a half hours, but it felt good.

I think it'll be cold enough to wear my new grey suede boots tomorrow~

THE EPIC EVENT RP CONTINUES TONIGHT! The final breakdown will probably be tomorrow night. :3

Currently~
Mood: pumped
Music: Till I Find You--Yiruma (The whole album, First Love, is gorgeous. I'm in love with it <3)
Video: feh (OBAMA'S SPEECH LAST NIGHT, OH MAN)
Lit: nothing, atm @o@

the final word you ever uttered to me was love

Second day much, much better than the first. (Would've been perfect if Art hadn't been double-booked with Bio and I had to leave.... fffffffff)

Mr. Miller is still cool, since 6th grade. I'm sitting next to Alex Cobb, and the girl who transferred here from Brazil (I think it was Brazil...), Francis, sits in front of us. I hope I can speak spanish to her when I overcome my fear... and that she doesn't speak Portuguese, ahaha.

Our comm sem got switched to Ms Tavarez's room, which is cool, I guess. There's a Mexican exchange student in there whose broken English is so, so cute <3 We're gonna have a pasta party.

English teacher is officially cool. He did a social experiment on us, and said we were the most unique reaction he's ever gotten and that we messed up the whole experiment by being civilized and rational. Shava and I agreed our solution seemed obvious, hahaha.

SEAN CALLED LASTNIGHT. Sean from Anime class Sean. Instructor Sean. He said he want my work for a slideshow he's doing of exemplary work from his students. He said he's always loved my work and that he thinks it's very sweet. I don't remember getting recognition for my anime/manga work, like ever, so it's exciting.

I'm also keeping up with Colin on facebook! He demands more Reeses.

Other school is cool too... I'll see how this whole Bio thing works out. Then I'll deal with the semi-hell that is pre-calculus. ;____;

Currently~
Mood: buoyant
Music: Drops of Jupiter--Train
Video: w/e
Lit: Finished Grapes! On to Mice and Men.

love is not a victory march

I expected nothing from my first day, and I got almost that. I really like my English and Spanish teachers so far, Mr. Collins and Ms. Trubiano (who got rave reviews from Abby C).

Pre-Calc will also be cool--the teacher seems nice, and I'm sitting with Abby R and Emily.

Biology will... not be fun. I can't switch up into Honors, and frankly don't want to, now that I know having the lab periods will mess up all my classes.

Art will be a haul. But I have to be up to it.

I hope the first month will be better than the first day.

Currently~
Mood: discouraged
Music: Say--John Mayer
Video: Alice In Wonderland
Lit: 20 more pages in Grapes of Wrath--Of Mice and Men next.