say it with me, go 'we were born for this'

Today was the long-comp test. I'm actually kinda nervous that I didn't read over it and revise enough, but by the second time reading it, my brain was literally shut down. I wasn't processing the words anymore.

Health class was interesting (I got at 97 on the test), and I got to spend my last period study with Alexis and Kelsey talking about heavy stuff, like religion and stuff. It was cool though.

I don't much like the idea of doing it all again tomorrow. But I suppose it's better than classes... maybe.

Chem is one of my two classes tomorrow. I'll bet my one good kneecap that he'll give us at least an hour of homework.

Also, this history test thing on Friday is making me have a nervy b. Why is she giving us this when we BARELY finished going over the questions on Monday??!

Looooserss.

WHOA, talent show practice tomorrow. Yikers.

Currently~
Mood: wtf/e
Music: Let the Flames Begin--Paramore
Video: Russell Brand--Shame
Lit: Twilight, the movie companion--Mark Cotta Vaz (bored)

if only time flew like a dove

Almost forgot this. again.

Mondaaaaay. Bloody exhausted, as usual...

I think my MCAS long-comp is tomorrow. Kill meeeeeeeeeeee.

Although, it does take up the first 4 periods, and all I have afterwards is Health and a study. *half-hearted dancing*

I'm trying to rock out to Paramore while simultaneously trying not to collapse into a lifeless heap on the floor.

I suck at multi-tasking.

_{Screaming, Hallelujaaaaaaaaahh!! We'll make this last foreveeeerrr~!!}

Currently~
Mood: betwixt
Music: Hallelujah--Paramore <33333
Video: Shame--Russell Brand
Lit: I Am the Messenger--Markus Zusak

we scream, halleluja

O. M. G.

New chapter of Another Life.

You might not hear from me for another few days, hahaha.

I'm almost in happy tears. It's been five bloody months.

ANYWAY. Sat around and ate food that's less than good for me pretty much all day. Also CONQUERED chem homework with Ema.

I'm so tired. Tomorrow will be hard.

Currently~
Mood: paramore. im a girl in a boy band, screaming my lungs out
Music: Ungodly Hour--The Fray
Video: n/a
Lit: ANOTHER LIFE~!! Aaaaah

a fresh new place to play

Forgot to post last night.

Katie White stayed, so when we got home from Crazy Jayne's we watched Twilight and I went to bed.

Today in photo class we experimented with contact printing with our negatives from last week. Alot of my photos came out sooooo good. I did a few contact sheets with my negatives, then did some other stuff with the ight sensitive paper.

Next week's gonna be a full printing day. I can't waaaaiit~

Oh my gosh, Dave and Joel's Fast Karate cracks me up. Dave does awesome voices.

I think I need to start watching 24, just to get their jokes. XD

New weekly song!! It's so white-girl of me, I know, but Fort Minor's music is amazing~~

Currently~
Mood: artsy
Music: Dave and Joel's Fast Karate--FIRST GENTLEMAN ANGRY!!
Video: n/a
Lit: I Am the Messenger--Markus Zusak

its all because you're always on my mind

I'm doing my entry now cause Blogger is scheduled for an outage in an hour.

Today was also pretty good. I got to have lunch with Kevin~~ and all that negative voodoo worked! I got an 83 on my chem test!! (That's pretty much my best test grade all year.)

And all I really have to do tomorrow is turn in my Ordinary People essay and take a health test. Which i'm assuming won't be bad, since I actually pay attention in class and pretty much know my stuff.

...Ms. Parino, my comm sem teacher, has taken a leave of absence that she didn't warn us about. Supposedly she's not coming back for the rest of the year. And frankly, our new comm sem teacher is a bitch. She yelled at Evelyn to shut up. We were all sort of in shock, since it was Taylor who was being an a-hole.

WTF ever man.

I'm having so much fun on my photography account on dA. (link on the side. please go visit.) There are so many amazing photographers out there. I feel like i'm fav-ing everything that comes through my inbox. XD

Tiffany and Rebecca invited me to sing with them in the talent show next Friday! We're doing The Call by Regina Spektor. Tiff is playing piano, and Rebecca is dancing. It's such a pretty song, but i'm alREADY nervous. god, I think it's a disease or something.

MUSIC IS MY LIFE, MAAAN. WHADDO YOU WANT ME TO DOO?

Currently~
Mood: mellow ("why is he harshing our dream mellow? dude, why?")
Music: Love Me Do--The Beatles
Video: n/a
Lit: I Am The Messenger--Markus Zusak

you spin me right round, like a record baby

Today was way cool!!

I think I did well on the chem test. Although, whenever I think I did well I do TERRIBLE. So, let the record show that I did terrible!! I didn't know anything! Waaaaaaah~ etc etc.

And I got to spend lunch working on my Dylan Moran collage... his hair (or, the small unkempt creature nesting on his head) is coming along fairly well, all things considered. Though i'll never get it done in time... ;__;

And I had a study with my lil freshman friends Jesse and Jordan... they're so funny. Jesse's a cancer survivor and uses her baldness to make people feel like they've hurt her feelings, just to mess with 'em... she cracks me up. XD

Jesse's a jewelry maniac, like me. She has two celtic knots, a claddagh ring (jealousyyy) and one of those rope bracelets you're not supposed to take off.

Supposedly, i'm doing almost nothing tomorrow, even though i've got all my classes... hum.

Currently~
Mood: jamm'n
Music: Believe Me--Fort Minor
Video: Russell Brand--Doing Life Live
Lit: I Am the Messenger--Markus Zusak

is this all we get, to be absolute?

Spent aaaaaall afternoon setting this up: [link]

Today was awesome. I had cake in Emily's algebra class during my study (happy birthday Lizzy!!) and got to paint part of the mural in Dr. Gekyll's class room during Latin club. I'm going on Tuesdays now to help out so we can get it done.

Ho hum pig's bum!

Currently~
Mood: tired
Music: The Fray--Enough For Now
Video: The Mentalist
Lit: nothin

my blood is made of ocean waves

New song of the week. ---------------------->

Deleted last night's entry. Sorry for any turmoil it caused anyone.

Today was pretty good, and tomorrow will be better. Cake party in Algebra!

The Fray's new album (aptly named, The Fray) is unbelieveably amazing. It's just soooo... ugh. I see myself listening it to death in the next few days, like I did with the SafetySuit album. It's amazing~~~

Also, Remember the Name by Fort Minor is an great song to krump-it-out to.

Music is unbelieveable. It's my life, man.

Bryan and Libi got to spend their Senior Skip Day at the Museum 'o' Science. He tortured me all day with texts saying how much fun he was having. D: Poo-faces. I can't wait to be a senior...

hum drum. Better go do my sketchbook assignment.

Currently~
Mood: break-dancing
Music: Absolute--The Fray
Video: n/a
Lit: The Host--Stephenie Meyer

i've got two hands on the sunshine

This morning was my photo class! We spent basically the whole time learning how to develop film and subsequently developing the b&w rolls we took the last two weeks.

I can now dissect a film roll and get it onto a reel and into a canister in total darkness with only a can opener and a pair of scissors.

Eddie and "Master" were working with these super wide negatives and when you held them up to the window you could really see all the pictures. It was really cool, and Eddie was sweet enough to give Jacob and I a peek~

I could see all of the pictures on my own roll in almost perfect clarity, so i'm reeeeeally excited to get it in print next week and see what I shot!!

I somehow avoided doing all of my homework completely, and we went to Kelly's for dinner, watched Boston Legal (they chopped the priest's fingers off! with an axe!) and now Cece, Uncle Steve and Aunt Sue are here.

*break dances*

Currently~
Mood: G
Music: Get Ur Freak On--Missy Elliott
Video: Alex McKee
Lit: not much

let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I just came home from Sarah's birthday party at Roller Kingdom. It was insanity. I actually don't suck at skating per se, but im not very good either.

My history presentation went really well!! Excitement.

My photo class is tomorrow morning, and Cece and Uncle Steve and Aunt sue arrive! I'll never get my english essay done.

Im so tired I can't support the weight of my own head. Good. Night.

Currently~
Mood: sleepyyyy
Music: Decode--Paramore <33
Video: n/a
Lit: The Host--Stephenie Meyer

you're not a day, you're not a day too soon

I had less homework today. Maybe it's winding down for the weekend.

Tomorrow is Sarah's birthday party at Roller Kingdom! I'm probably not roller-skating though, since my bad knee is already bruised and if I fall on it, it will be CATASTROPHIC.

I feel alot better than yesterday. I just had a feeling walking to the bus today, like, "this is gonna be a chill day."

And it sorta was. I think it was partially because of the rain. Somehow rainy days always put me in a good mood.

And the sunset was really pretty, so I took a bunch of pictures with my b&w roll from photo class. I only have nine pictures left, and i'll probably take a few at Sarah's party, since I think I could do something cool with the lighting in there.

(Although I am sorta disappointed--both of the free songs on iTunes are country this week. Poo! Haha.)

I hope this carries over to tomorrow. I forgot how truly wonderful it is to not feel like I did yesterday.

Currently~
Mood: cloud-like
Music: Sleepyhead--Passion Pit
Video: Grey's Anatomy
Lit: whatever's around

i held you dear, you swallowed my fear

I might pull my hair out.

IT JUST WON'T STOP.

I have just as much homework as last night, if not more.

And SOMEONE, whose name I won't mention, *koffmariekoff* distracted me through my ENTIRE fourth period study by making weird faces at me and stealing my book from me, so I have an extra hour tonight that I wasn't planning on having. All I have to say to that is FUCK. Why are you such a pest? I really have to ask. Hasn't anyone ever told you that that ISN'T FUCKING FUNNY?!

Ugh.

And I didn't get to present my history project today, so that will be looming over my head until Friday. Again, FUCK.

I just don't think life likes me right now. I literally haven't been this damn miserable in a while. And I have D.C. in April and Animu Boston in May to look forward to, but I'm just not in the mood. It seems like it'll never end! I feel so drained.

In fact, this whole year has kinda been like this. I hope it won't be worse next year like people say.

Oh god, now i'm depressing myself. I need some advil.

Currently~
Mood: stymied
Music: You Have Been Loved--Sia
Video: n/a
Lit: Nana--Ai Yazawa

but now you've found out that it's a habit that sticks

History project due tomorrow. I'm, as usual, terrified that it's not up to snuff. But i'm always like that, so i'm trying to relax.

My prop is pretty genius.

I think today was my last big ohmygodstresskillmyself day for the week. Since all but one of my projects are due tomorrow, and I have two studies to work on things I haven't quite finished... (i.e. my whole observation journal for Ordinary People... oops).

And I don't think Alexis will be in my fourth period study to distract me. -sigh-

I still feel really anxious though... I think I got myself really worked up yesterday and today about my work load and other obligations... but maybe i'll wake up more relaxed tomorrow.

Although I do have a tendency to go to school nervous that i've forgotten everything.

-deep cleansing breath- Think i'll meditate a while. I need to come back down to earth.

Currently~
Mood: wired
Music: Orgasm Addict--The Buzzcocks
Video: Alex McKee faggotry
Lit: Ordinary People

theres just no medicine for these lies

I am so supremely unrelaxed. I have a history project due on Wed. that i didn't have time to work on tonight. And a book + analyzing journal due for english tomorrow. that I haven't finished.

@^@

I cant describe how much I hate homework.

-pulls hair out-

Currently~
Mood: screaming
Music: Demon Eyes--The Answer
Video: w/e
Lit: Ordinary People (at the speed of light)

whip me, but don't beat me

SO. BIG DAY.

Just as a note, my playlist is temporarily out of order because Ronnie is trying to resize it for me. Bless her heart~

So, i've added a new feature, the Weekly Must-Listen song. Every sunday or monday or so, I will put up a song that I think you have to listen to. This week is Publish My Love by Rogue Wave. The little imeem.com widget is so easy to resize, I did it myself XD and if you put your mouse over the name of the song, it will scroll so you can see the whole thing.

Anyway. My sister had a big dance for Barnill at her school lastnight, so we had four of her friends stay the night. They were singing in the shower when they were washing the gunk off their feet and playing the "haha game" at 1 am, so everyone in my house is tired.

I had Ema over to do work on our history projects, and we got very little done. We were too buzy listening to the Buzzcocks and breaking our brains with DJ Ozma videos.

(NEVER look him up unless you are desperate to immunize yourself against wierd. It is quite literally disturbing beyond all reason.)

So I gave her my down-payment on my Organization jacket, and she'll use it to buy herself a new Zune. The world is beautiful~~

Any sexy male name suggestions?

His picture is here, in black: [link] He will be beautiful, and he needs a sexy name!

When I saved the pic, btw, it was called "MATT." Just in case that helps your brainstorm, Ema~

La dee da~! *frolicks*

Currently~
Mood: giddy
Music: Publish My Love--Rogue Wave
Video: DJ Ozma. God help us all.
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

and i'll always be just so inviting

I had a weird day...

I didn't wake up until 10, and didn't get out of bed until after 12.

My mom and sister have basically been out since 1:30 so i've just been hanging around doing nothing productive except trying to download that damn Corel Painter trial that keeps making my computer have a heart attack and shut down.

Poor Hal... *pets him*

I just wanna draw on something other than Tegaki. Cause frankly it sucks. I want LAYERS, DAMN IT!

I think the Buzzcocks are making me lose my mind a little.

Currently~
Mood: loopy
Music: Orgasm Addict--The Buzzcocks
Video: Boston Legal
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

crack the shutters, i wanna bathe you in the light

Had a girl's night out with my mom tonight, since dad's out on his man-date with uncle Chuck and Sarah was at the barnhill game.

We went to the British Beer Company and Barnes&Noble... I could stay in that store for EVER.

Had some fun shooting some of my photo class film in B&N.

I'm tired... kinda half-glad I dont have photo class tomorrow, cause of MassArt's spring break. I can't WAIT to sleep in.

Currently~
Mood: sleepy
Music: Fancy Footwork--Chromeo
Video: Numb3rs
Lit: Nana--Ai Yazawa

cause god, it just feels so... it just feels so good

I think i'm in a weird place right now.

Soemwhere between the utter depression of earlier this week/late last week, and the really awesome art roll that i'm on that I somehow think will only keep going.

Plus, lots of other real life stuff... that's... weirding me out. But, whatever.

Oh, ew. Chem test tomorrow.

My english teacher Mr. D told me something amazing today in a study.

We were coming back from lunch and Tim Arthur was tackling some equally brainless numbskull in the hallway, and they were getting rough or whatever--IN the HALLWaY, take note of this--and poor Ms. Kiridana, with her bird bones, tries to break it up. So Mr. D sees this poor, tiny woman in need of help, and like the amazing gentleman he is, goes over to help.

At this point, Tim makes up some dumbass excuse, like always--"uh, we were hugging"--as if the WHOLE CLASS couldn't see him TACKLING this kid IN THE HALLWAY. So i'm getting pretty pissed just watching this go down, because I already had a class with him today and frankly am tired of his horseshit.

Mr. D comes over to unlock the door for us, and I just say to him, "God, Tim... what a nairdowell."

and he just starts cracking up. And so he says to me, "Molly, you are very funny. Don't ever let anyone tell you that you don't have a sense of humor."

And I don't know why, but that made me so fucking happy! he told me one of his funny stories about that word and compliments me on my vocabulary. And im just sitting there dumbly, trying to think straight, because nobody ever tells me i'm funny. Ever.

anyway, TL;DR. It just made me mondo-ultra happy, thought i'd share.

Currently~
Mood: jammin'
Music: Misery Business--Paramore
Video: n/a
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention

Abba's sister is totally fucking amazing.

They have me in tears right now over her impressions of gay men and girly girls. BAYS AHND SHEZ AHND BAYS AHND LEP GLOOOSS AHND BAYS.

Tomorrow I think I'll wear my knee-hi chucks. We're having cannoli in comm-sem!

It's felt like Friday all. damn. week. This is one of the longest weeks ever!

Currently~
Mood: hysterical
Music: Time to Dance--Panic! At the Disco
Video: [link]
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

against your rules, against your skin

Got a new icon

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From a meme post on Tegaki from a while back... just wanted a change of pace I guess.

Today was a bit better than yesterday... it's a little warmer and not raining like hell. But I was still grumpy because I stayed up until midnight last night drawing and was wicked tired all day. I almost gave up on sitting through chem and escaped to guidance, but Abba and Marlu were there to cheer me up.

I just feel like.... my standards for myself have gone down lately. I dunno. Like I'm not throwing myself into homework and tests and stuff like I usually do because i've been so utterly discouraged by my progress reports. I just don't feel like its worth it anymore.

And god, my mother. I love her so much, but the last thing I need after finding out i'm barely passing Chem is to come home and have her say "oh, Molly..." like i'm not trying my best. I AM. I know I could go into that whole routine, "you don't know how it feels," but I wont because we both know its bullshit. I just want her to look down on me less. I am trying so damn hard, and just because my test grade doesn't show that doesn't make it less true.

I just feel like it's going to be an incredibly long week, and I dont know if i'm mentally or emotionally ready to deal with that. I feel fragile as glass right now. I almost cried yesterday afternoon, just cause I was so exhausted and didn't want to go to dance. I'm so out of patience for everyone and everything, I hate that i've been tired and snippy with my friends, because by no means do they deserve it.

And it's times like these I find myself going back to old, awful things I used to do... when I was in middle school, I used to think that having a boyfriend would make things like this go away. That having someone with that level of intimacy would make this stuff better. But I can say now that it often doesn't, and that I have to deal with it, for the most part, for myself.

But that's another thing that got me thinking... for some reason i've been thinking about my ex alot lately, not because I want to go back to him or anything, but just wondering why I remember him as a clingy weirdo, which he definitely wasn't. I think it's because my standards are too high. I see all this fairytale romance in movies and literature, but it's not always like that. Even my parents' marriage-- it might not be like that for me. I should just be enjoying them as they are, these little things, because I can't hold myself back from enjoying the boyfriends i'll have before I find that boyfriend.

I dunno. It's just so childish, all of it. I wish I wouldn't think things like that.

I'm also super sorry to Ema today, because I think I made her angry with me. I'm sorry, Ronny, that I couldn't get my book for you and that I made you move your quizzes back. I know with Ms. Bitch you weren't exactly in the mood to deal with that, and i'm sorry... just, whatever I did to piss you off, i'm sorry for it.

I need something, anything good to happen right now. Things i'm usually excited about i'm not anymore. Even my art projects seem like a chore now, and I hate it. It was my baby sister's birthday yesterday and I spent the night in my room doing nothing at all. I am so. damn. spent.

Man. TL;DR. Sorry~~ Ignore my emo whining. I just needed to get some things straight with myself.

Currently~
Mood: impatient
Music: Sleepyhead--Passion Pit
Video: n/a
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

momo - time alone

getting quiet is always good

in the stillness clarity emerges

in the breath the answers reveal themselves

and in the in-between

there is peace

~Kristen Jongen

kindred soul, cracked spirit... without anything to numb you

So that roleplay thing I tried to get into.... their applications are invitation only. Guess i'm glad I uploaded it wrong, or else I would've had to delete it.

I'm kinda pissed off. Partly because they weren't exactly nice about rejecting me, but mostly because it was a hugeass waste of time and energy.

WHAT. EVER.

Now I wanna draw something that won't be a total failure. Just for the justification. XD

It's been pissing rain and snow and sleet all damn day, and it's quite miserable. I don't much like New England weather, gotta say.

Ugh... ALSO. I was the only one in my chem class to fail that goddamn test (which I thought I did well on, by the way.) I'm only getting a 74 in the class, thank god. Which is good for me, considering it's chem.

I'm just so bloody pissed. How the hell did I do so bad? I only got, like, four questions wrong!! What the FUCK.

-breathes deeply-

Oh, also! I totally forgot about the vocab test I had today, and I didn't study a single thing. So I got like a 95 out of 125... it could've been worse, but it didn't exactly contribute to my already spectacular mood. As you can imagine.

I dunno. I try desperately to be positive, and not let these things get to me, but sometimes there's only so much I can do. I was in a relatively good mood all day too, oddly enough. The whole drawing application thing was just the straw that broke the camel's back.

But, gotta get happy. It's my baby sister's birthday!! She'll be 14 today!! -cuddles her-

...heavy sigh. I need a massive hug.

Currently~
Mood: wilting
Music: The Church of What's Happening Now--Sia
Video: n/a
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

i will cry, i will love you to the day i die

Today was absolutely dropdead gorgeous. I refuse to believe we're getting three inches of snow tomorrow.

I got to luxuriate in bed this morning and read Ordinary People, and it was beautiful and cool and I had my window open, and since the time was set back I got a whole extra hour. I really really love daylight savings days, when the clock is set back in the spring. For some reason, having more time always puts me in a great mood.

I took the dog for a walk and did some stuff for my dad, but other than that I was on Tegaki all day drawing an entry for a roleplay community...

And then I uploaded it to the wrong section... grrr.

My blog: [link]
The entry I worked on: [link]

I hope they let me in >_<;;

I don't want to go back to school... (Well, not true, I don't want to go back to chem) but this day has made me good-mood-ish, so I'm not so miffed as I usually am of a sunday evening.

Hum hum! Listened to Sia aaaaaaaall day. She's so bloody amazing~

Currently~
Mood: spring~~!!
Music: Sia, Color the Small One
Video: Desperate Housewives
Lit: TPBoD

feel free to love, if that is all you need

My photography class was today!

My teacher, Jen, is cool. She's one of those people who wears all black and her hair is, like... beet-colored. Pinkinsh purple.

There are lots of cool kids in my class, a few really nice girls who I hung with cause I didn't know anyone else. And this really big guy who was like quiet and shy and sweet... and the short kid who he hung around kept running his mouth off and being a wise-ass. They were like Master Bomber from Mad Max... or um, Lexaeus and Zexion from KHII. Wow, neeeeerd.

The big guy was so sweet, though. And his name was like Benny or something adorable like that. I was like, WELL OF COURSE.

Anyway. We made pinhole cameras and took them out to take exposures... mine, like almost everyone's in the class, came out completely black. I think I left the shutter open too long @^@

But she gave us a demo on how a camera works with the classroom... the window was covered with this black tarp that had a hole in it, and when she turned off all the lights, there was a reversed image of the building outside the window, in color, on the wall!! It was super cool.

And she also gave us a roll of black and white film and we have to use the whole thing for homework, as well as keep a journal of what we shoot and other photography we see around us.

I suck with a 35mm, but I need the practice. It took me forever to get the lighting right and get the image sharp when I was just shooting a flower in my house. >_<

But that's what the class is for, I suppose.

Currently~
Mood: anxious... why??
Music: Rewrite--Sia, Color the Small One
Video: Lucky Star ep 20
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

it has to end to begin... begin and end today

Today was pretty much amazing.

It's finally getting warmer outside, and I can wear my super awesome canvas jacket without freezing to death!

ALSO ALSO.

I signed up for this photography class at MA College of Art, but the class was full. I got a call today, and there's been a cancellation!! It starts tomorrow!

I'm a little nervous, and a bit bummed that I can't sleep in, but a photography class!! I've been waiting so long for this!

ALSO ALSO ALSO.

I've decided I'm going as Demyx to Anime Boston 09. I'm going to buy Ema's Organization XIII coat from her (without interest... cause i'm her biffle! <33), and she's going to do my hair!! (She's the best, huh?)

So, hopefully, if we have that Friday off of school, Ema, as Angelina from Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler), and I will be going all three days, with my sister as well, on the train.

SO. Anyone who wants to meet up or whatever, just drop me a line! Maye we could even get tickets to the concert, or the masqeurade...?!

Let me know! -frolicks off to Tegaki-

Currently~
Mood: pumped
Music: Numb--Sia, Color the Small One (amazing album, you have no idea)
Video: channel 5 news
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest

cry hard and love big and sing like its the only answer

Today, I read "Growing Wings" by Kristen Jongen, and realized I need more soul food like that in my life.

Those books always make me feel so eloquent and profound, and I really love that feeling.

Whenever I read these books, I always think of being in Open Studios when I was 15, and having a very pretty young woman come up to me, admire my work, and say "You're lucky, discovering yourself at such a young age."

For some reason, that has never stopped resonating with me. At the time, I think I only nodded dumbly and said "yeah."

But I guess I haven't really discovered myself. I think I discovered the person who was designed to help me discover myself. She's who I need, but she's means to an end. She's a very large part of me, but she's not exactly the finished product.

"It's about BIG LOVE, she professed. And letting go... and bulging, vulnerable hearts... and the honest truth. And the profound choice we make every day to live our lives in Color and choose Love again." ~Kristen Jongen

Currently~
Mood: mid-ocean deep
Music: Don't Let Me Down--Dana Fuchs
Video: n/a
Lit: Growing Wings--Kristen Jongen

into the fire of true belief, it's the orgy of the free

I haven't been writing, but mostly because I just forgot to open the window... and if I dont open the window and see it there, I forget to do it altogether.

and there's something under the 'b' key in my laptop... like a crumb or something... so I have to, like, POUND it when I want a b.

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

Ron-chan (Ema) sent me a youtube link which I shall share with you all because i'm that nice => [link] (Warning: FLAMING GAY. don't watch if you don't like, although i'm sure you do)

I will NEVER get over the way he says "creme brulee" at 0:25. It's SO. FUNNY.

I'd heard of the Antique Bakery manga before, but when i'd seen it in barnes & noble i'd just sort of looked at the style and said "eehhhh, i'll pass."

UT.

(see that? keeps happening. BBBBBBBB this is me punching the b.)

BUT. I've Been reading it from a download and it's SO. AMAZING. I won't divulge details in case you want to read it, But trust me, its aBsolutely hilarious.

The movie WILL. Be epic.

Aaaaand I was gonna hang out with Kevin-chin today, But he didn't feel good, so Ema and I danced around downtown and critiqued our ice-cream.

Siiiiiiigh. I think my chem test is Friday... I'm not confident...

Currently~
Mood: BBBBBBouncy
Music: Night of the Dancing Flame--Roisin Murphy
Video: Antique Bakery trailer
Lit: Antique Bakery manga (and ~Coelasquid comics)

but i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

I didn't do much today. Finished that damn homework my teacher posted me... grrrr.

And I finally found my mom's Beatles album! So i'm listening to them... and I found a working Aerosmith torrent as well, so i'm listening to Get Your Wings... it's such a rockin' album, they don't make music like this anymore.... Robby has such good taste.

I should be doing sketchbook assignments for art class... but I don't want to.

I HOPE WE HAVE A SNOW DAY TOMORROW, AAAAGH. If we don't i'll be very angry...

*puts a spoon under her pillow and prays*

[EDIT] Snow daaaaaaay!!! I'm so fucking excited, I get the day back that that stupid homework took from me! AWESUUUUM. *rocks out* [/EDIT]

Currently~
Mood: hopeful yessssssssssss!!
Music: Ticket to Ride--The Beatles, 1
Video: Torchwood!! This show is so gay, it's FANTASTIC
Lit: Kyuuketsuki no Shouzou, TPBoD