So, first of all, happy December 31st to everyone... I hope your new year's days are going well... mine isn't but we won't talk about that.
First order of business: Rush Complex operations have been moved to a different blog, found here: click. We have decided to keep this blog as a personal one, and put all of our Rush Complex updates on the other blog. Please go check it out!!
I've decided that my new year's resolution this year is to write AT LEAST TWO TO THREE TIMES PER WEEK in this blog, if not EVERY DAY.
I feel like my writing ability has really gone downhill since last year, and my writing is really something I love to do, so maybe this will get me back on track.
Anyway, since the last post in this blog, I have gotten my laptop, Hal. I'm typing on him right now, and he is my baby and I love him.
Tonight i'm going to Amanda's New Year's Party, which should be fun and help me forget that I failed my permit test twice today. (Fuck the RMV.)
And tomorrow, the whole fam is going to stay at the fancy Mariott in Copley Square until Saturday!!!! Its got a pool and stuff and we're going shopping and museum-ing and stuff and i'm so excited the permit fiasco can't bring me down.
Anyway-- THUS BEGINS this momentus task of writing everyday (hopefully).
And I'll still be posting any Rush Complex updates that come along-- that is still a top priority of this blog.
Faithfully,
Momo
Currently~
Mood:Ecstatic/Frustrated
Music:Jack's Mannequin/Go:Audio
Video:Black Books Season 3 Outtakes
Other:Cafe Latte Rhapsody (yaoi manga)
12.31.2008
8.23.2008
random bla bla
A couple of things I felt like talking about.... and no one to talk to, so.
Firstly~ My dear told me about this report she had read in some magazine where they took two people in ordinary lives, had a bunch of people pray constantly for one, and not the other.
And guess what? Nothing was different between them in the end.
Apparently this was such a big feature article, cos a whole shitload of people were like "HOLY MOTHER, WHAT THA HELL ARE U TALKIN FOO??! SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH YOUR TEST, THERE'S NO WAY THIS COULD HAPPEN MERR MER MRRRRRRR" etc etc.
Now, im not religious myself, and I cant criticize people who are because I know faith its its own whole ball of wax and its kindof a lifestyle, but did ANY of you ever stop to consider the remote possibility that maybe possibly the enitity you're praying to might be... less existent than you think?? I mean, not even for a second??! I know I do all the time. Maybe its not a common thing to do if your devout and all, to doubt your faith, but its kind of human nature i guess, right??
Whatever. I just found that a little hilarious.
Secondlyyy~ I feel like im on a different planet right now.... maybe when school starts i'll get some life back, but im just totally not up to a single frickin thing. I haven't done anything productive these last four days except write my ass off...
My muse has been.... somewhere else... for a long time now, and im kindof worried.... I know what I want to be drawing, writing, whatever, but none of it will COME OUT.... it's an awful feeling. just awful.
But hopefully my get-together this weekend with Ema will loosen up my creative bone(s)... and Pineapple Express omg omg!! She could barely stop laughing while just describing it to me, and I wanna see it so bad nowwwwww....
Thirdly! I wanna see all my buddies soooo bad.... Im hoping praying hopiiing that for my sixteenth birthday i'll get enough $ from my welathy relatives that i'll be able to go halvsies with my rents for an at least halfway decent laptop, and i'll be able to deck it out with Skype and all that lovely stuff so I'll be able to talk with FLUFFO~~~ dear and Kate~~~ who I really need to get together with for a cosplay thingum, even tho I only have like... 5 days left of summer.....
;_______;
And Ema and I can do our mega awesome super funny better-than-all-yours Podcast, which will Win in all kinds of ways....
And my dear Jules~~ I miss you so so much hunny, I hope you'll be at class so we can see each other finally and you're awesome and I miss you~~~~ hugs and kisses you cutie...
And I so wish I could go talk with all my Org-Infinity buddies, but i dont know if im up to all the work that'll be.... I dont even know if SPARTAAA is over yet.....
fifthly... I got back from my trip across the midwest a few days ago... we started in the Grand Canyon on the north rim, and went to seven different national parks, ending in Yellowstone.
I didn't draw a single thing the whole time I was there, and just felt kind of out of my body and weird...
but I saw some absolutely gorgeous and amazing things, and im thinking maybe i'll set up a dA account just for my photography, and whatever... i was just so enraptured with the whole place... (except for the heat, in zion and bryce... that was not cool...) but omg the Grand Canyon, and the Rocky Mountaaaains.... they were just soo flipping gorgeous and Ema might be sitting through all 400 pics I took on the trip.
Be thankful its not the 6,000+ that my mum took, dear. :3
and I guess LASTLY~~~
complete win.
I am obsessed with this soooooong~~
And the video tooootally makes it....
Ludo - Love Me Dead
I hope i'll get to talk to all you lovely dears very very soon~~
All of my best to Kate and Fluffo~ I wish only the best for you two and ilu both
for now ;__;
~momo
xoxoxoxoxoxxxx
Firstly~ My dear told me about this report she had read in some magazine where they took two people in ordinary lives, had a bunch of people pray constantly for one, and not the other.
And guess what? Nothing was different between them in the end.
Apparently this was such a big feature article, cos a whole shitload of people were like "HOLY MOTHER, WHAT THA HELL ARE U TALKIN FOO??! SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH YOUR TEST, THERE'S NO WAY THIS COULD HAPPEN MERR MER MRRRRRRR" etc etc.
Now, im not religious myself, and I cant criticize people who are because I know faith its its own whole ball of wax and its kindof a lifestyle, but did ANY of you ever stop to consider the remote possibility that maybe possibly the enitity you're praying to might be... less existent than you think?? I mean, not even for a second??! I know I do all the time. Maybe its not a common thing to do if your devout and all, to doubt your faith, but its kind of human nature i guess, right??
Whatever. I just found that a little hilarious.
Secondlyyy~ I feel like im on a different planet right now.... maybe when school starts i'll get some life back, but im just totally not up to a single frickin thing. I haven't done anything productive these last four days except write my ass off...
My muse has been.... somewhere else... for a long time now, and im kindof worried.... I know what I want to be drawing, writing, whatever, but none of it will COME OUT.... it's an awful feeling. just awful.
But hopefully my get-together this weekend with Ema will loosen up my creative bone(s)... and Pineapple Express omg omg!! She could barely stop laughing while just describing it to me, and I wanna see it so bad nowwwwww....
Thirdly! I wanna see all my buddies soooo bad.... Im hoping praying hopiiing that for my sixteenth birthday i'll get enough $ from my welathy relatives that i'll be able to go halvsies with my rents for an at least halfway decent laptop, and i'll be able to deck it out with Skype and all that lovely stuff so I'll be able to talk with FLUFFO~~~ dear and Kate~~~ who I really need to get together with for a cosplay thingum, even tho I only have like... 5 days left of summer.....
;_______;
And Ema and I can do our mega awesome super funny better-than-all-yours Podcast, which will Win in all kinds of ways....
And my dear Jules~~ I miss you so so much hunny, I hope you'll be at class so we can see each other finally and you're awesome and I miss you~~~~ hugs and kisses you cutie...
And I so wish I could go talk with all my Org-Infinity buddies, but i dont know if im up to all the work that'll be.... I dont even know if SPARTAAA is over yet.....
fifthly... I got back from my trip across the midwest a few days ago... we started in the Grand Canyon on the north rim, and went to seven different national parks, ending in Yellowstone.
I didn't draw a single thing the whole time I was there, and just felt kind of out of my body and weird...
but I saw some absolutely gorgeous and amazing things, and im thinking maybe i'll set up a dA account just for my photography, and whatever... i was just so enraptured with the whole place... (except for the heat, in zion and bryce... that was not cool...) but omg the Grand Canyon, and the Rocky Mountaaaains.... they were just soo flipping gorgeous and Ema might be sitting through all 400 pics I took on the trip.
Be thankful its not the 6,000+ that my mum took, dear. :3
and I guess LASTLY~~~
complete win.
I am obsessed with this soooooong~~
And the video tooootally makes it....
Ludo - Love Me Dead
I hope i'll get to talk to all you lovely dears very very soon~~
All of my best to Kate and Fluffo~ I wish only the best for you two and ilu both
for now ;__;
~momo
xoxoxoxoxoxxxx
7.25.2008
the whore has been drugged
To get this outta my head-- a character drabble thingy for Ema's and my Rush Complex (eee!!) storyline.
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Who the fuck did this guy think he was? He came home just like any other good little toy, and suddenly thinks he could start diagnosing him like some good-intending psychiatrist on his lunch break? There was no way in hell he would get away with this.
Hideki fumed silently but conspicuously at the desk of the apartment complex, busying his hands with uneeded filing and other desk chores while running the events of the previous morning through his head like an old-fasioned film reel, frame by battered frame.
He couldn't believe that someone so amazing in bed could be such a royal asshole out of it. And he had been good - infinitely better, he regretted to admit, than any of the other playthings he had on his speedial for those lonely nights.
But what tipped him over the cliffedge of irritation and into the ravine of lividness was that he had actually let himself think that this bastard had a point; with all of his paper-thin talks of love, and out-of-control sex drive, and "saving yourself..."
Hideki believed that anyone who was blind and deaf enough to try shoving that sentimental crap down his throat, of all throats, was by no accounts worth his time.
And he spent his entire morning and a healthy portion of his afternoon convincing himself of this.
This asshole was way out of line. And he needed to be dropkicked out of Hideki's life as soon as a boot heavy and hard enough could be found. He needed to be banished from Hideki's sight, hearing range, and mattress.
Because this bastard was only one thing in Hideki's mind - and that was dead wrong. This idiot, with his sentimental partybus of one, and his stupid morals, and his eyes the color of melted chocolate, and his perfect square chest, and his lusciously soft lips......
...He was absolutely dead wrong.
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Ema-chan~ name ideas? he can't be 'the bastard' forever. X3
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Who the fuck did this guy think he was? He came home just like any other good little toy, and suddenly thinks he could start diagnosing him like some good-intending psychiatrist on his lunch break? There was no way in hell he would get away with this.
Hideki fumed silently but conspicuously at the desk of the apartment complex, busying his hands with uneeded filing and other desk chores while running the events of the previous morning through his head like an old-fasioned film reel, frame by battered frame.
He couldn't believe that someone so amazing in bed could be such a royal asshole out of it. And he had been good - infinitely better, he regretted to admit, than any of the other playthings he had on his speedial for those lonely nights.
But what tipped him over the cliffedge of irritation and into the ravine of lividness was that he had actually let himself think that this bastard had a point; with all of his paper-thin talks of love, and out-of-control sex drive, and "saving yourself..."
Hideki believed that anyone who was blind and deaf enough to try shoving that sentimental crap down his throat, of all throats, was by no accounts worth his time.
And he spent his entire morning and a healthy portion of his afternoon convincing himself of this.
This asshole was way out of line. And he needed to be dropkicked out of Hideki's life as soon as a boot heavy and hard enough could be found. He needed to be banished from Hideki's sight, hearing range, and mattress.
Because this bastard was only one thing in Hideki's mind - and that was dead wrong. This idiot, with his sentimental partybus of one, and his stupid morals, and his eyes the color of melted chocolate, and his perfect square chest, and his lusciously soft lips......
...He was absolutely dead wrong.
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Ema-chan~ name ideas? he can't be 'the bastard' forever. X3
7.15.2008
*o*
to help my friend Kin (far left) see it, since she's on a retarded school comp, and it blocked the word pimp. XDD Kin~~~~~ <3From L toR: Kinxu, Bexryc (tall guy), Moxom (meee) and Nejx
7.10.2008
6.30.2008
bored
basically right now, i'm really bored
reeeeally bored
but you, people of the internet, can save me from this terrible fate!
all you need to do is post a comment with-
-cool music
-cool manga
-cool anime
-shitty anime
-i dunno...an interesting book? ???
so i can't actually think of that many things but
oh wait-
-description of a weird medical condition <-- that'd be kinda neat actually...
-a pretty laptop
that last one's important so i'll say it again!
-A PRETTY LAPTOP (except if its like an apple don't bother :k)
also the music one's important too...music is important and i need more...
hey i know i just changed my profile...so now you can see the kinds of music i like! genius!
if you go to my profile and you like any of the bands i do, post one of your favorite bands! i bet i'll like them too!
yes....so do that and i'll be a happy dork....um...i can't think of anything else...
but whatever i'm sure you guys out there are much better at stringing together coherent sentences than me
so post a comment with something cool! or entertaining! pretty much anything as long as it captures my attention! i'm sure you can think of something!
sorry mo i'm running your blog into the ground lol
reeeeally bored
but you, people of the internet, can save me from this terrible fate!
all you need to do is post a comment with-
-cool music
-cool manga
-cool anime
-shitty anime
-i dunno...an interesting book? ???
so i can't actually think of that many things but
oh wait-
-description of a weird medical condition <-- that'd be kinda neat actually...
-a pretty laptop
that last one's important so i'll say it again!
-A PRETTY LAPTOP (except if its like an apple don't bother :k)
also the music one's important too...music is important and i need more...
hey i know i just changed my profile...so now you can see the kinds of music i like! genius!
if you go to my profile and you like any of the bands i do, post one of your favorite bands! i bet i'll like them too!
yes....so do that and i'll be a happy dork....um...i can't think of anything else...
but whatever i'm sure you guys out there are much better at stringing together coherent sentences than me
so post a comment with something cool! or entertaining! pretty much anything as long as it captures my attention! i'm sure you can think of something!
sorry mo i'm running your blog into the ground lol
6.04.2008
I hate May and June.
AAAAAAH.
Im so stressed out.
The end if this year is getting to be so crazy.
Ive got MCAS (Massachusetts standardized testing) to take, finals to study for, portfolios to compile, projects and packets to do..... and on top of all that, the singing group i'm part of (though not for much longer) is singing tonight. AND I have a huge concert with our dance company, the dress rehearsals and performances for which are RIGHT in the middle of finals week.
O_O
I actually think i'm losing weight because of my stress.
Is that really unhealthy, or am I being dramatic?
Im so stressed out.
The end if this year is getting to be so crazy.
Ive got MCAS (Massachusetts standardized testing) to take, finals to study for, portfolios to compile, projects and packets to do..... and on top of all that, the singing group i'm part of (though not for much longer) is singing tonight. AND I have a huge concert with our dance company, the dress rehearsals and performances for which are RIGHT in the middle of finals week.
O_O
I actually think i'm losing weight because of my stress.
Is that really unhealthy, or am I being dramatic?
6.02.2008
new life meaning
something fantastic has happened to me recently and i think it is only fair that everyone in the whole world can know
*ahem*
everyone, say hello to my beautiful baby PETUNIA!!!!
she is now mine thanks to a very generous best buddy of mine who recently purchased a shiny new ipod video
i will never be bored ever again thanks to her fantastic 30 gigs and video capacity!
finally i can get caught up with bleach
and every other anime title on the planet
GRRR my video conversion software's bein a bitch >(
but other than that today was a pretty nice day
i'm going to japan with my school's japan club next april or something
so thats nice to look forward to
but unfortunatley a friend of mine just showed up at the meeting today and was all
"i wanna go too! 8D"
and we've all been fundraising and going to the meetings all year and she hasn't
....not cool
but oh well
um
thats kind of it but ALSO
school is ending practically next week so yay
more time to lower my metabolism in front of a screen (much like right now)
later dears
*ahem*
everyone, say hello to my beautiful baby PETUNIA!!!!
she is now mine thanks to a very generous best buddy of mine who recently purchased a shiny new ipod video
i will never be bored ever again thanks to her fantastic 30 gigs and video capacity!
finally i can get caught up with bleach
and every other anime title on the planet
GRRR my video conversion software's bein a bitch >(
but other than that today was a pretty nice day
i'm going to japan with my school's japan club next april or something
so thats nice to look forward to
but unfortunatley a friend of mine just showed up at the meeting today and was all
"i wanna go too! 8D"
and we've all been fundraising and going to the meetings all year and she hasn't
....not cool
but oh well
um
thats kind of it but ALSO
school is ending practically next week so yay
more time to lower my metabolism in front of a screen (much like right now)
later dears
5.01.2008
hello
i'm making a post! *A*
hello blog-o-sphere
this is a post to celebrate my first posting in "Secrets to Bohemia"
yes a post can celebrate itself...>>
um
i will post pretty pictures and stuff as soon as i am able but
unfortunatley right now i have no intarwebs
oh no! D8
so i will keep my interesting thoughts to myself until i have sufficient free time to type them out ._.
haha this was interesting
well i have solos to practice and homework to think about (but not finish of course) and a sudoku that will keep me up until 12.
EMA OUT!
....sorry momo XD
hello blog-o-sphere
this is a post to celebrate my first posting in "Secrets to Bohemia"
yes a post can celebrate itself...>>
um
i will post pretty pictures and stuff as soon as i am able but
unfortunatley right now i have no intarwebs
oh no! D8
so i will keep my interesting thoughts to myself until i have sufficient free time to type them out ._.
haha this was interesting
well i have solos to practice and homework to think about (but not finish of course) and a sudoku that will keep me up until 12.
EMA OUT!
....sorry momo XD
4.24.2008
wheee
ive been on a chibi spree lately, trying to get my style to something satisfactory.
here's a dump of a few of the better ones.
1.20.2008
not Barker... Todd!
Hm... don't really know why I decided to post.
Strange.
But I just saw Sweeney Todd. Like, half an hour ago.
Not for the faint-hearted.
I'll tell ya, I thought I could handle the blood. Cause I'm into all those medical shows and stuff.
But lord.
Like, the amounts of it I guess didn't bother me that much.
It was just the anticipation.
Like, I knew he was going to kill someone, and I knew there would be blood, but I didn't know WHEN.
I was just crouching in my seat, going "oh god, just KILL SOMEONE, I'M DYING HERE."
At one point, even my steel-hearted friend was grabbing onto my sweater sleeve, like "OMGWHOABLOOD."
Quarts of it.
Gallons.
And the ending was less than satisfactory. Not to give anything away here, but her face in that fire will haunt my dreams for a long, long time. That was freaky-ass, and unexpected.
Well, it WOULD have been unexpected.
But my buddy had read all the spoilers.
And me in my chicken "oh god what's he gonna do o no!" attitude, just had to blurt out
"Oh God, does he kill her?"
You can guess the answer I got.
Though at least I was mentally prepared. Had I not been, that may have ended badly.
Like, me running OUT of the theatre.
I wish we knew what happened to the daughter and her WhoaGay!sailor guy.
He was so gay. A woman, really.
I was like, "just put on a dress already. GOD."
So yes. 'Good old family fun,' as the guy in the seat in front of us said.
I'm done!
~momo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxx
Strange.
But I just saw Sweeney Todd. Like, half an hour ago.
Not for the faint-hearted.
I'll tell ya, I thought I could handle the blood. Cause I'm into all those medical shows and stuff.
But lord.
Like, the amounts of it I guess didn't bother me that much.
It was just the anticipation.
Like, I knew he was going to kill someone, and I knew there would be blood, but I didn't know WHEN.
I was just crouching in my seat, going "oh god, just KILL SOMEONE, I'M DYING HERE."
At one point, even my steel-hearted friend was grabbing onto my sweater sleeve, like "OMGWHOABLOOD."
Quarts of it.
Gallons.
And the ending was less than satisfactory. Not to give anything away here, but her face in that fire will haunt my dreams for a long, long time. That was freaky-ass, and unexpected.
Well, it WOULD have been unexpected.
But my buddy had read all the spoilers.
And me in my chicken "oh god what's he gonna do o no!" attitude, just had to blurt out
"Oh God, does he kill her?"
You can guess the answer I got.
Though at least I was mentally prepared. Had I not been, that may have ended badly.
Like, me running OUT of the theatre.
I wish we knew what happened to the daughter and her WhoaGay!sailor guy.
He was so gay. A woman, really.
I was like, "just put on a dress already. GOD."
So yes. 'Good old family fun,' as the guy in the seat in front of us said.
I'm done!
~momo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxx
1.14.2008
cough
Being sick sucks.
I thought I was better early this morning, but I went downhill fast.
I ache all over.
I'm snowed in, so I'm not missing school, (thank god), but I still feel awful.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a dork (much), but I really don't want to miss midterm preps. Anyway, dragged myself off the couch today to finish the tenth chapter of this:
My baby.
So, yeah. Go read please.
I'm not one to beg for reviews or anything like that, so just do me a favor and enjoy.
I'll go off and be sick and do sick things now.
Ciao.
momo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxx
I thought I was better early this morning, but I went downhill fast.
I ache all over.
I'm snowed in, so I'm not missing school, (thank god), but I still feel awful.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a dork (much), but I really don't want to miss midterm preps. Anyway, dragged myself off the couch today to finish the tenth chapter of this:
My baby.
So, yeah. Go read please.
I'm not one to beg for reviews or anything like that, so just do me a favor and enjoy.
I'll go off and be sick and do sick things now.
Ciao.
momo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxx
1.12.2008
hola--
Something I did with the copics I got for xmas~
Gotta say, midterms = not cool
I'm so freaking stressed out about my World History exams, that I have a twitch. Yes, a twitch.
That is so not cool.
And my poor sis.
She had to conclude this morning that she wasn't ready for the huge performance she was gonna be in, and had to drop out. I feel badly.
And since i'm not going to this session of my wondiferous art classes, I'm spending all my time on iscribble. I figure it's unhealthy, but im frustrated with my style at the moment.
Infinitely frustrated.
Curry is amazing~
momo
oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxx
(P.S. This is what 99% of my posts on this blog will be like. This is my mind, so get comfortable.)
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