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A couple of things I felt like talking about.... and no one to talk to, so.

Firstly~ My dear told me about this report she had read in some magazine where they took two people in ordinary lives, had a bunch of people pray constantly for one, and not the other.

And guess what? Nothing was different between them in the end.

Apparently this was such a big feature article, cos a whole shitload of people were like "HOLY MOTHER, WHAT THA HELL ARE U TALKIN FOO??! SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH YOUR TEST, THERE'S NO WAY THIS COULD HAPPEN MERR MER MRRRRRRR" etc etc.

Now, im not religious myself, and I cant criticize people who are because I know faith its its own whole ball of wax and its kindof a lifestyle, but did ANY of you ever stop to consider the remote possibility that maybe possibly the enitity you're praying to might be... less existent than you think?? I mean, not even for a second??! I know I do all the time. Maybe its not a common thing to do if your devout and all, to doubt your faith, but its kind of human nature i guess, right??

Whatever. I just found that a little hilarious.

Secondlyyy~ I feel like im on a different planet right now.... maybe when school starts i'll get some life back, but im just totally not up to a single frickin thing. I haven't done anything productive these last four days except write my ass off...

My muse has been.... somewhere else... for a long time now, and im kindof worried.... I know what I want to be drawing, writing, whatever, but none of it will COME OUT.... it's an awful feeling. just awful.

But hopefully my get-together this weekend with Ema will loosen up my creative bone(s)... and Pineapple Express omg omg!! She could barely stop laughing while just describing it to me, and I wanna see it so bad nowwwwww....

Thirdly! I wanna see all my buddies soooo bad.... Im hoping praying hopiiing that for my sixteenth birthday i'll get enough $ from my welathy relatives that i'll be able to go halvsies with my rents for an at least halfway decent laptop, and i'll be able to deck it out with Skype and all that lovely stuff so I'll be able to talk with FLUFFO~~~ dear and Kate~~~ who I really need to get together with for a cosplay thingum, even tho I only have like... 5 days left of summer.....

;_______;

And Ema and I can do our mega awesome super funny better-than-all-yours Podcast, which will Win in all kinds of ways....

And my dear Jules~~ I miss you so so much hunny, I hope you'll be at class so we can see each other finally and you're awesome and I miss you~~~~ hugs and kisses you cutie...

And I so wish I could go talk with all my Org-Infinity buddies, but i dont know if im up to all the work that'll be.... I dont even know if SPARTAAA is over yet.....

fifthly... I got back from my trip across the midwest a few days ago... we started in the Grand Canyon on the north rim, and went to seven different national parks, ending in Yellowstone.

I didn't draw a single thing the whole time I was there, and just felt kind of out of my body and weird...

but I saw some absolutely gorgeous and amazing things, and im thinking maybe i'll set up a dA account just for my photography, and whatever... i was just so enraptured with the whole place... (except for the heat, in zion and bryce... that was not cool...) but omg the Grand Canyon, and the Rocky Mountaaaains.... they were just soo flipping gorgeous and Ema might be sitting through all 400 pics I took on the trip.

Be thankful its not the 6,000+ that my mum took, dear. :3

and I guess LASTLY~~~

complete win.
I am obsessed with this soooooong~~
And the video tooootally makes it....

Ludo - Love Me Dead



I hope i'll get to talk to all you lovely dears very very soon~~
All of my best to Kate and Fluffo~ I wish only the best for you two and ilu both

for now ;__;
~momo
xoxoxoxoxoxxxx