3.18.2009

i held you dear, you swallowed my fear

I might pull my hair out.

IT JUST WON'T STOP.

I have just as much homework as last night, if not more.

And SOMEONE, whose name I won't mention, *koffmariekoff* distracted me through my ENTIRE fourth period study by making weird faces at me and stealing my book from me, so I have an extra hour tonight that I wasn't planning on having. All I have to say to that is FUCK. Why are you such a pest? I really have to ask. Hasn't anyone ever told you that that ISN'T FUCKING FUNNY?!

Ugh.

And I didn't get to present my history project today, so that will be looming over my head until Friday. Again, FUCK.

I just don't think life likes me right now. I literally haven't been this damn miserable in a while. And I have D.C. in April and Animu Boston in May to look forward to, but I'm just not in the mood. It seems like it'll never end! I feel so drained.

In fact, this whole year has kinda been like this. I hope it won't be worse next year like people say.

Oh god, now i'm depressing myself. I need some advil.

Currently~
Mood: stymied
Music: You Have Been Loved--Sia
Video: n/a
Lit: Nana--Ai Yazawa