and it feels like the world is coming down on me

I had a quiet day today... which is alot, for me.

I'm stuck in this place right now where I'm somewhere between falling listlessly to the ground in defeat and strangling a small animal to death.

I've had tons and tons of homework lately; like, an anomalous amount, since the beginning of this week. I just finished tonight's a few minutes ago, after all my other responsabilities like dish duty and laundry and going to the gym and stuff.

But I turned on my 'jams' playlist and now I'm in a somewhat happy mood. Tomorrow will hopefully be very low-key... I have chem, art and two studies for the half day, so i'll spend that finishing my self-portrait.

There's something very focusing about throwing yourself into a project that takes instincts and feelings instead of brain power. I always give a little part of me to every one of my projects, and when I come out of them I typically find the answers I'd thought were unattainable before I started.

And then hopefully i'll go out to lunch with my lovely fag hags, Kev and Ema. I'm really looking forward to it--I almost never get to spend time with them even though I love them both so much.

And then I have a dentist appointment. Yuck. But, whatever.

I hope this shit doesn't keep up for much longer. Not having time for me-thinking is definitely taking its toll.

Currently~
Mood: drained
Music: The March--Astra Heights
Video: random stuff
Lit: Bread Givers