eh, eh, there's nothing else i can say

I feel so. utterly. spent.

I have almost no drive for anything anymore, I realized today. Even things I usually love learning about, like art, have become totally vapid. I was just staring at my still-life drawing in art today and was terrified to find that it was starting to feel like a chore. So you can only imagine how hard it must be for me to focus in subjects I hate, like U.S. History.

I really just want my motivation back. I dont wat to sit down to homework feeling like i'd rather kill myself... it's not a good feeling.

I wonder if I'm depressed. I hope not.

I got a haircut earlier... Jillian put in alot of mousse and spray so it's all poofy.

...I want to sleep for a week.

Currently~
Mood: vapid
Music: Beautiful, Dirty, Rich--Lady Gaga
Video: Turks crack--JenxtheJinx
Lit: Bread Givers