kindred soul, cracked spirit... without anything to numb you

So that roleplay thing I tried to get into.... their applications are invitation only. Guess i'm glad I uploaded it wrong, or else I would've had to delete it.

I'm kinda pissed off. Partly because they weren't exactly nice about rejecting me, but mostly because it was a hugeass waste of time and energy.

WHAT. EVER.

Now I wanna draw something that won't be a total failure. Just for the justification. XD

It's been pissing rain and snow and sleet all damn day, and it's quite miserable. I don't much like New England weather, gotta say.

Ugh... ALSO. I was the only one in my chem class to fail that goddamn test (which I thought I did well on, by the way.) I'm only getting a 74 in the class, thank god. Which is good for me, considering it's chem.

I'm just so bloody pissed. How the hell did I do so bad? I only got, like, four questions wrong!! What the FUCK.

-breathes deeply-

Oh, also! I totally forgot about the vocab test I had today, and I didn't study a single thing. So I got like a 95 out of 125... it could've been worse, but it didn't exactly contribute to my already spectacular mood. As you can imagine.

I dunno. I try desperately to be positive, and not let these things get to me, but sometimes there's only so much I can do. I was in a relatively good mood all day too, oddly enough. The whole drawing application thing was just the straw that broke the camel's back.

But, gotta get happy. It's my baby sister's birthday!! She'll be 14 today!! -cuddles her-

...heavy sigh. I need a massive hug.

Currently~
Mood: wilting
Music: The Church of What's Happening Now--Sia
Video: n/a
Lit: Ordinary People--Judith Guest