like some kind of daydream i'll never forget

I am so exhausted from studying.... Cramming that much history into my head in one or two sittings is NOT. healthy.

I can feel pieces of my brain falling away like wet cake.

But I watched some Black Books... especially loved the ones with the cat landlord and when Manny runs away to Goliath Books next door.

But. Evelyn B's dad is on his honeymoon so she's staying at Ema's house for the weekend, and she accompanied us to dance tonight! She's such an amazing dancer, I just know she'll get into that super advanced dance camp she's trying out for.

Also, mom found this awesome four-week art camp at Art Institute of Boston, but its a looot of money, so I probs wont be going this summer. BUT Ema said it would be so FABULOUSLY FUCKING AWESOME if I came to Japan camp this year!!!!

I think it would be a super-mega-lovely idea, but dad shot me down at dinner, claiming that spending three weeks away from my would-be summer job was, and I quote, "a lark." Endquote.

Screw it. I think it would be an awesome time.

Mmmmm, ice-cream~~

Tomorrow is JUDGEMENT DAY. I'm so rediculously nervous. I think i'm set for Algebra, seeing as I have a cheat-sheet index card to work from, but fucking history. Oh lord. I'll be luck if I make it out ALIVE.

I feel like I dont know aaaanyyythiiiing. My stomach is doing all those annoying little flippy-turn things saying "waaaaah nervousnervous freakouuuut." I'll have to keep myself from having a nervous breakdown in the middle of the exam, or it'll upset Ema.

And after that, only more grief to come!! CHEMISTRY, AAAH *deathstabdeath*

BUT. I need to take it one day at a time. One day. Whoo. *deep breaths*

fffffff--shitshitshitshitshit...

Currently~
Mood: anxious
Music: You Make Me Smile--Blue October
Video: Black Books series 3 episode 1

Lit: History notes DX *cries blood*